Long day

I had a long day yesterday. Went to two AA meeting and a doctors appointment, plus my morning group @ St.Stephens. Not use to doing a lot of stuff yet. Wore me out, came home and went right to bed. Peace

  

The Blues

Kind of under the weather to day. I stayed up late, and slept in.
This depression stuff really bits.I don't like the ups and downs at all.
Talk't with my sponsor for a bit, that seem to helps some. Any way
 time for bed and hopefully sleep. Peace

Had a nice time today. The weather was good and went for a walk with Pete one of my sober friends. Also went to my Saturday meeting and went out to eat with a bunch of the guys after it. I had my first guest over to my house tonight. That was kind of strange.Other then that not doing mush else, kind of under the weather to night for some reason  Light headed with some anxiety in there also, need to go to bed I guess and quite thinking for a change. Peace

Well  another day over. I stayed in all day and did a bunch of house work and paper work.

The photo above is is a photo of my daughter and her mom,sisters. She is top left. About 12 

in this photo.She is one of the things I lost because of  my drinking. I pray she has a good life.

Dose any body go to meeting ? Would like to get some info one any good ones close to me.

South side would be good. Thanks. Found a copy of the AA book 12 x 12 in PDF formation the net.

Saves me some money from not having to buy it. Well its 10:16 time for me to rest and read before

I go out for the night. Peace. jeb 

Kind of a slow day for me. I went to group today and discussed "The Four Agreement's" by Miguel Ruiz.
http://www.toltecspirit.com/  I spent some time going over his work and like it alot. I plan on reading more from him.
Also got inhold of some AA friends and am going to have some rides set up. So I can go to more meetings and not
have to take the bus al the time.I still think about drinking alot and how it makes me feel. I need to find some stuff
to keep my mind off of it.Hard for me to do when my whole life has revolved around drinking away me feelings.

Peach

Well its going to be some time before I get the hang of blogging.
But any way. I went to St. Stephen's Out Reach to-day for group.
We have group @ 9:30 to 11:00 am 4 times a week.
Talk about things to do to help get your life on the right track.
Lots of housing info also. At 11:30 I volunteered at
Feed My Starving Children. Cool place I will be going back at
least once a week. Check it out @ www.fmsc.org
I also will be starting to volunteering a PC for People a bunch.
I start my orientation on the 29th. I will be repairing computers
and other computer work? Any way it 11:09 pm need to go to bed.
Sober 43 days now...

Hi my name is Jerry Blake and I'm a drunk.

This is a blog of the steps I'm taking to put it back in order.