Broken Heart

Well, I'm alone again. My women cheated on me and then left me!

I've been going through lot this last few months. I've relapesed an got back up again. I've had a new Lady in my life for the last 4 months and it has been had for me to trust her. I seem to look for stuff to not trust her about. I have caught her lying but have not said any thing because it would be a big fight and Would end up leaving her. I care about her a lot and believe she is some one I can stay with. I pray she is really in love with me, and not just looking for a part time lover. It feels like that some times. I need to take some control back, as I have let her run this relationship for the most part. I'm normally more in control. This is a good week to start that!

I've been back in prison and now TX at Adult & Teen Chalenge for the last 2 months.

Lise is good so far. 

Back in AA

Hello every one? Any one. I'm back in the AA program and have been sober for 2 months.
I went back to Park Ave TX for 5 weeks and now have after care for 12 weeks. Hope to
keep writing some now and then.

Sorry for not writing much on the last few days. I'm doing ok, just seem to be costing along.
Not alot of meaning in my life. Every that seems the same. I think alot has to do with the weather,
and that I'm a out doors person. Being stuck in side all the time makes me down. Any way,
had a chance to work with a cool artist named  Carole Bersin. http://www.raggeddogwalls.com/Bio.html

We painted in the lobby of my building.

I need to do more stuff like this. It helps me feel good about my self. And I enjoy it.

Peace

     This may seem lame, but I had some stuff going on that I need to talk about. I'm realy tired though, and need to sleep plus time to think about what to say.    Did you know your life is what you think it is!

New bike and cooking class

Well I got a new/used bike to day. I hope to be riding as soon as the weather is nice. I need to lose some weight and enjoy riding so it will be good for me. Also I feel at peace when I riding. I enrolled in a cooking class and start in the morning. That should be fun. The first thing we are making is home made bread.Yum..
I really don't know how to cook all that good, so I should get a lot out of this. I have an empowerment group I go to also. Right now we are talking about the subtracter,dividers, adders, and multipliers.These are diffrent types of people and what they bring to your life. Some are good (Adders, multipliers) and others not.I'v been to one sofar and it was good. I'm out of hear...Peace