Had a really good day with some friends  Bought one of my friends breakfast and BS some. Then went to my Saturday night meeting with my sponsor and another friend. Went out to eat after and they surprised me with some gifts for my apartment  Cool beans. Any way also got some meds for my back pain. Hope they work better than what I was taking.Was taking Zanaflex but it was know good for me, am now taking Ibuprofen 800 mg. I have used them before and they work good. i still have to much time on my hands and want to be doing some thing all the time. I don't feel right, like I should be doing something but don't know what? Almost like i'm waiting for some thing to go wrong in my life? Any one else ever feel like that? Any way this was at my friend Joels house in Tenn 3 years ago. He gave me this goat but i had to leave it at his place. Don't think I can have one at my place. His name is Jerry (:    Peace